A Life Without by Katya Harris
Author:Katya Harris [Harris, Katya]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2015-05-24T04:00:00+00:00
I WAS happy. Actually no, I wasn’t happy, I was fucking-over-the-moon, walking-on-clouds ecstatic. Every day I woke up with a smile on my face, and I went to sleep each night the same way, and that was because Malik was with me. It had been nearly two weeks since he had introduced me to his playroom, and we hadn’t slept apart even once. We didn’t play every night, but we had sex in a multitude of ways, sometimes rough, sometimes sweet, but always with Malik firmly in control. I loved it.
It wasn’t just the sex, though, or the realization of my submissive desires, it was just Malik. I had kind of expected only to see him a couple of times a week maybe, whenever he wanted to play with me. Instead, Malik seemed determined to spend time with me outside of the playroom. We went out to dinner or Malik cooked for me; he seemed to gain an inordinate amount of pleasure in feeding me, delighting in finding taste combinations I had never experienced before. He even let me cook for him, showing his appreciation by handcuffing my hands behind my back, bending me over the dining-table and fucking me like an animal until I came all over our dirty dishes.
I didn’t feel like I was just his submissive; I felt like his boyfriend. It was a feeling that was completely unexpected, and in truth when I was apart from Malik, I had no idea what to do with it. It worried me, especially since we hadn’t talked about our relationship yet except in the broadest possible terms. Our boundaries weren’t defined, and Malik seemed to be happy to just let it all play out naturally.
“If something comes up, we’ll deal with it,” he’d told me. We had been lying in my bed, both of us sated after he had made love to me. Tender and thorough, he had strung out my pleasure for hours before letting me come. I had been boneless with satiation, completely relaxed except for the splinter of worry lodged in my chest.
“We’ll build our boundaries as we go,” Malik had continued. “Okay?”
I had agreed and I still did, but that didn’t mean I wasn’t scared.
Tonight Malik had taken me to a play I had mentioned I wanted to see. It was Friday night, and he had surprised me at work earlier, presenting the tickets to me with a flourish and a grin. We’d enjoyed a beautiful dinner at a tiny French restaurant and then gone to the theatre and watched the play. Our hands had been entwined nearly the entire time. That was something I had recently noticed; Malik loved to touch me, always had a hand on me somehow. It worked out because I loved to be touched by him, basking in his attention.
Now we were walking back to Malik’s car, and my body was already humming with anticipation for what the night still had ahead. Malik had promised to introduce me to his flogger.
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